I don't think I'm having PMS, as my menstrual cycle just completed its course yesterday.
But I cried. I was listening to "What Hurts the Most" by Monica and I cried.
Oh boy, I miss him. And it hurts.
I can't believe after so long i am missing him still.
It could have been our 96, and it could be our 9th since the 1st date.
There are things that i regret of doing in my life.
Breaking up with him is one of it.
I had a dream.
Such a sweet dream in such a long time.
It was surreal... but nice :)
I didn't want to wake up. I didn't want it to end.
I got really cranky in the morning, and I thought today is probably gonna be a dreadful day.
But here I am... feeling great instead.
I'd rather have it in my dream than not having it at all :)
Have a nice day, ppl!
I was once told - no matter how much you love this man,
no matter how much he may love you, but if ever he lifts a hand and hits you...
he's not worth it....
I do not think this is easy...
but I guess it is true...
I got flowers today.
It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel
things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today.
It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today,
and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
And it was much worse than all theother times.
If I leave him, what will I do?
How will I take care of my kids?
Wha tabout money?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.
I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him, I would not have gotten flowers today.
If it starts with a heat argument and bad remarks, then you know how it would probably end.
Simple Definitions of love:
+ A strong positive emotion of regard and affection.
+ Any object of warm affection or devotion.
+ Having a great affection or liking for.
+ A deep feeling of sexual desire and attraction.
+ To be enamored with.
Love...
It is something that you give away, without expecting any in return.
When i need a comforting arm so badly, I've got not one to turn to.
More often, I believe that there is no point of turning anywhere, coz I'll get lost anyway...
A friend asked me the other day, "Even at this stage, you really don't trust anyone, do you?"
A node to that. I trust no one. Not even myself.
It's really painful
When I find it difficult
To trust anyone
To open up
To hold inside
these tears and laughter
I'm happy, just to be me.
I'm sad, just let me be.
But I still need you
To untangle my heart
So I can be yours forever.
Have you ever watch Meet Joe Black? Do you remember the opening scene when Susan Parrish (Claire Forlani ohh she's so cute!) and a charming stranger (the handsome Brad Pitt) meet at a coffee house one fine morning, on their way to work. They had a short, lubricious conversation before they head back to their ways, and when he realized that he couldn't get enuff of her with just one short conversation, it was too late.
How often do you meet a stranger, exchange a few lines and realize that his words fit you perfectly and you can't forget him for the rest of your life? How many people actually even get to experience this? The conversation was so perfect, it delivered an emotional wallop that you've never had before. How ironic, that was the only conversation you had with him, and you never saw him again after that. And it was that few magical lines that blossoms in your heart. Even after years gone by, you still think of him and the conversation that you both had but you dont even know him. He...a stranger. A lover you know but you've never met.
You know, lightning could strike.
"Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love -- well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived"
"If I have to give away...
The feeling that I feel.
If I have to sacrifice...
Oh, whatever baby.
If I have to take apart...
All that I am...
Is there anything that I would not do,
'Cause inside I'd die without you..."
i just cant wait to get home
to you...
With a bowl of mushroom soup :)
