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Thursday, July 20, 2006

Could you please shut up already?

Ok now... aku macam bengang and nak express kebenganganan aku kat sini tapi ended up aku tatau nak tulis ape coz macam byk sgt nak tulis tapi aku takde time. I'm freaking busy at the mo.
Yes, yes i know everybody claims that they are busy but when I say I'm freaking busy..

Aku malas dan tak kuasa nak cerita daily schedule aku.
These days, if you buzz me and when i say that I''ll call you back. Please don't wait by the phone. Of course, a month later i still remember that I said that, but still... I won't call you back. If you call me or drop me a line in email/sms or watever je pon la... and say "Oii sombong eh kau skang", I'll definitely ctrl+del coz really... i don't have time. Atau kau nak aku concentrate kat kau dan dunia kau.. sori tak dapat beb! Gua ada dekat 50 accounts nak kena jaga dengan berpuluh work order masuk tiap hari, ko nak aku layan masalah ko pehal? Ni gua dah 15 jam tak makan solid food bukan pasal diet tapi mmg tak sempat nak makan... Pastu nak layan stupid calls and stupid mails? Baik aku gi makan, lg bagus!
Dengan upline downline yang letak 1001 responsibilities kat bahu aku... Weii berat aku tak sampai 45kg pon la.. tah-tah 40kg dah skang! Pressure siot!Tolongggg.. somebody please give me some prozacs...
And the last thing aku nak dengar skang ialah org memekak kat telinga aku cakap aku tak buat keje atau mempersoalkan keje aku...
Aku macam nak justify diri aku and fire balik manusia-manusia bangang dan self-centered tu tapi pikir2 balik baik aku diam. Ingat ko sorang je ke yg ada project nak kena siap? or target nak kena achieve? Abis tu korang nak belah aku brape bhgn? Aku ni, nak disalai ke buat sate pon tak cukup.
Baik aku ignore sume org dan buat keje aku.
Ko tak puas ati, lantak ko la...
Seriyes la.. time utk diri aku pon aku takde, jgn la bengang if aku takde time utk org lain.

Monday, July 17, 2006

Olny srmat poelpe can.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.

Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Blackest of heart

What is that love which is based on greed?
When there is greed, the love is false.

Greed, passion, hatred, lust.
When these emotions dominate the soul, what have you got left with you?
Where is your heart?
What is love to you?
Where is the human sense in you?
A heart becomes a piece of crap.
Love is a fun thing to play with.
Human sense is just... nonsense.
Selfish heart... causes blindness and suffering.
Cruel heart... leads to destruction.
So I walked out, if I can just walk all over, of the blackest of heart I’ve ever succumb to.

And I learnt what it takes to be a heartless human, and meaning of human with a heart.