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Friday, January 26, 2007

Who am I in your life?

Life is the process of finding love,
every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is yourself,
second person is the one you love most,
third person is the one who love you most,
and the fourth, is the one you spend the rest of your life with.

In life, firstly you will meet the one you love most,
and learn how love feels;
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who love you most;
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most,
Then you will find the person who is suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.

Sadly, in real life,
these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most, doesn't love you;
The one who love you most, is never the one you love most;
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most,
he is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.

So, which person are you in other people's life?
Which person have you found so far?
In the world so big, which person have you found?
And who has found you?

No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you;
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really don't love you anymore;
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't;
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.
Love is not a possession.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness,
and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.
If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him,
And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?

*this is an excerpt from my older post
...bcoz i need to be doped again*

Thursday, January 25, 2007


If you notice, I just added some spices on my blog...
The look of this blog has never changed since the first time. I was not really into commercializing this rubbish site of mine but since there is a new excitement or shall i say demam among my colleagues on the AdSense thingy ( i will write about my colleagues seasonal demams... those guys just never fail me... lurvvee them all *wink*), i played along with them and added it in.

So u guysss, plis pliss plisss click on those buttons down there (i mean on my blog... not in those pants, u pervert!!) and help me add some coins in my pocket. Most of all, help me win this game... coz i definitely can't beat them on table tennis :(

Now go go go click away guysss....
Nanti kite blanjer cendol keh! (",)

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Broken wings...

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

I've been haunted by the past.
Past that I thought didn't matter much to me... but it does.
I've been having sleepless nights, I broke down...
It had me days and nights, and played with my dreams...
It got me real bad - I went blank and almost fainted yesterday.

I can't explain what went inside my head.
I was told to move on, but a part of me still hold back.
I was told to let it out, and let go...
But the memories still keep coming back to me.

I wish things are as simple as it may seem.
But it's not...
I could just let it all go... I just can't.
I don't even know if I ever will...