Dwell in Possibility...

Things that I do when I'm happy:

1. Go shopping
2. A personal treat at Sushi King
3. Indulge in chocolate or ice cream McFlurry Oreo/Sundae Choc
4. Hang out with friends - gelak2, lawak2, kutuk2, pangkah2
5. Listen to noisy and loud music, headbanging and singing on top of my lung like org gile
6. Grin grin grin a la colgate kindergarten schoolteacher
7. Write journal/blog
8. Sleep like a rabbit

Things that I do when I'm sad:

1. Go shopping
2. A personal treat at Sushi King
3. Indulge in chocolate or ice cream McFlurry Oreo/Sundae Choc
4. Hang out with friends - gelak2, lawak2, kutuk2, pangkah2
5. Listen to noisy and loud music in the car, headbanging and singing on top of my lung like org gile
6. Pretend to grin grin grin a la colgate kindergarten schoolteacher
7. Write journal/blog
8. Sleep like a tenuk mati

I do exactly the same thing I would have done when I'm tremedously happy or when I'm down with sadness. That's how I even out my emotions... I'm feeling a little oogie woogie at the moment. I'm lack of soul, i'm lack on esteem. My double jumble feelings is puching my head, beating my brain. I'm numb. Complete numbness. I got no strength at all.. In the state that I'm in. I miss you so much, it hurts.